I have sensitive skin


But I didn't always. When I was in high school something happened my junior year. I lost 15 pounds that I have yet to gain back 6ish years later, and my skin started burning. Makeup wipes started irritating my eyes when I overused them, facial cleansers started making me break out, and when I switched the makeup wipes I was using once I ended up with chemical burns on my face. Playing competitive soccer meant that I was getting sweat into chemical burns, alongside my face being sun blasted during training and games. I have yet to find out what actually happened to cause this, but I did take my little southern california booty to the southeast for two weeks when it all kicked off.


At that point I was almost frantic in finding anything that wouldn't burn my face. I can recall my mom's luxury moisturizer as being the only thing that didn't hurt or burn. I ended up finding some products that didn't hurt, and used that long enough for my skin to heal. After that came the scarring.


Its been years since I had my first chemical burn, and I think I've made a pretty good recovery. Here's how it worked out! I am by no means a skincare professional, this is all the result of my own personal research. I did not see a dermatologist or doctor due to being a teenager with no money at the time, so spent a lot of time researching opinions from professionals. So as is for everything on the internet- do some research! Consult with a doctor, or at the very least test skin products on the inside of your wrist before doing a patch test on your face.

So it was sensitive but like would you just break out?

No. Everything just felt like it would burn. It felt like my skin was just breaking open instead of having breakouts. Everything felt raw and it just hurt. The photos below are in fact as painful as they look, and that's how it was all the time.


So what changed?

I found Lush Cosmetics at my local mall!
At this point I was ALL out of sort and desperate. I remember it being my sister's birthday and while we went in for her, my mom was also at her wits end and we found something for me to try.

That something was Ultrabland! It's main properties being rose water, almond oil, and honey. Truly the first product I found that did not make anything any worse. Beyond that, it was soothing!

So back to business as usual?

Nowadays? In 2023? Yea.

The photos above are what I've gotten my skin to at the start of 2023 (quite literally January 1st, 2023 as I'm writing.) But between you know 2017-2021 I definitely put in some work. So here's the state of my skin post chemical burns.


  • SENSITIVE
  • No physical exfoliant unless its for removing INTENSE sweat & dirt, and only from Lush.
  • Moisture!!! Needed!!! Skin SUPER dry out of the shower, if I moisturize appropriately before that sets in I'd stay moisturized
  • Lots of scarring, I scar darker than my skin. Mostly along my jawline and outer cheeks.
  • Spider veins on my cheeks as well
  • Still susceptible to chemical burns, but not as much

What do we know about these attributes? AKA General Skin Advice

FROM A PHOTOGRAPHER/MODEL/DO YOUR OWN RESEARCH AS WELL!! CONSULT A PROFESSIONAL!



Fragrance


For starters, anything with fragrance is a chemical burn waiting to happen. Essential oils included, fragrance is for your perfume! Not your face. Which also doesn't need a scrubbing to be clean! You know how the skin beneath your eyes is quite sensitive? Did you know that taking a knee or something similar to the skin beneath your eye can cut it open without anything sharp? Your skin is sensitive! I treat my face the way I treat my under-eyes, and I sure as hell don't use physical exfoliants.



Exfoliating


A physical exfoliant cleanser or mask is almost just cutting your face open and give your micro tears. I've observed that this can work for people with thicker skin. Men often find physical exfoliants to be ideal, and listen. Just listen to your face, if it vibes that way thats great! Still try to keep it to be every other day so these micro tears can heal. Most importantly, give your skin the moisture it will need in order to do this healing and WEAR SUNSCREEN when you exfoliate on any level! The sun can do the most damage and it will come for you.

Moisturizing


Speaking of moisturizer, don't skip it! I don't care what type of skin you have, you need moisturizer. "But Kayla, my skin is oily I don't need-" I don't want to hear it. Your skin can and often times overproduces oil because it's in a moisture deficit! And if your skin is dry or combination, lean towards heavier creams or buildable moisturizers. My biggest tip for moisturizer other than just using it is to apply it asap. Applying moisturizer while your face is wet helps lock in that extra moisture, especially when you've used hot water and your pores are out there in the open. Follow up with sunscreen! I said it once and I'll say it again, the sun can do the most damage and it will come for you.

Scarring


This is going to be less research, more using my lego blocks of what makes logical sense to me. Before that, one fact everyone can agree on is to not pick scabs off. Ideally don't agitate and extract from your skin more than necessary. An overwhelming majority of skincare professionals discourage extractions entirely, or general picking at your face as it is what leads to scarring.


Scarring for me looks like darker and weaker skin. Your skin is constantly cycling and replacing itself. Scars typically run a bit deeper in my skin with it being an absolute baby about everything. So this extra pigment is a few layers deep in the skin. What I think worked best for me was gently exfoliating this away, while protecting the new skin that surfaced.


And don't rub your face!


For makeup users and wearers a large portion of the community knows to use your ring fingers when applying product around your eyes as it keeps you from tugging on your eye. Treat your face the same! No need to tug on your face and skin, just gentle gliding. The less you touch the less chances for anything to get clogged or damaged as well.

So then what?

The Ordinary Natural Moisturizing Factors


I really wanted a plain moisturizer that didn't make me feel like I slathered oil all over my face. This is it! If feel dry after using this I simple apply it again. This uses ingredients that your body naturally supplies, hence the "Natural Factors"

Derma-E Scar Gel


Now I was pretty skeptical with this. I had been deep into the skincare research rabbit hole, and while I found this I hadn't done my research before trying it. And when I tried it, it didn't hurt! So I continued using it. Truly, this is kind of magical. I cannot credit my skin healing solely to this, however I have a separate anecdotal story regarding this.


I went desert camping and long story short, got two very hot bullet casing burns on my chest. It wasn't an easy burn either, a few days later my shirt ripped the scab off while I was in Best Buy (yum). This was the only thing I used was this, and when I look it takes me a bit to locate where the burns are. Thanks Derma-E!

Paula's Choice 2% BHA Liquid Exfoliant


After I implemented the scar gel into my routine, I tried this out. Paula's Choice 2% BHA Liquid Exfoliant is a leave on chemical exfoliant, designed to remove the top layer of dead skin and clear pores.


While a leave on chemical exfoliant sounds intimidating, hear me out. BHA is beta hydroxy acid, also known and marketed as salicylic acid. BHA's in particular oil soluble and therefore are able to break the bonds in order to actually penetrate your pores and exfoliate properly. This is also a very gentle way to exfoliate, more so than any physical exfoliant you could have.


When my skin barrier had healed a bit and was able to handle some work, this was and is the meta. It helped slowly chip the scarring away as well as kept my skin from breaking out.

Well that didn't seem like a full routine?


In a sense it's not. In another sense, its perfect! I would let the water and steam from showering do a bulk of the cleaning on my skin with it being as sensitive as it was. Gentle rubbing with clean hands is often enough to clean my face!


What else would you recommend for people that need different products?


The products below have since that transitional period been implemented into my routine, and are the most impactful ones.

SA Cleanser


This is what I actively use as a cleanser! Salicylic acid at play once again, and Cerave is not only reputable but that don't fluff their products. This cleanser does exactly that, cleanses. I like having Salicylic acid just to continue to encourage dead skin, keratin, and dirt to leave.

Sunscreen


So like, I like the supergoop sunscreen enough. I haven't found a sunscreen that feels good, sits well on the skin and under makeup, and is high enough in spf to say definitely that it's the end all be all. This one is pretty good though, I like the way it feels and doesn't always make me break out? This is completely subjective, honest just please wear sunscreen

Buffet


Okay so this serum is just god tier for skincare. I put my mom on this and after a week her skin looked significantly less aged.

"By utilizing four well-studied peptide technologies, skin-friendly amino acids, and multiple hyaluronic acid complexes... it helps significantly improve skin smoothness and target multiple signs of aging at once"

Pregame Primer

Honestly this was a makeup game changer for me. I'd like to say before all non makeup wearers ditch this section- there is a slight tint to this primer alongside its protective properties. It does great for evening out your complexion and also is good for calming agitated skin. I wear this underneath makeup or by itself!


Underneath makeup it helps to remedy your skin and keep your makeup from clogging pores by keeping it on top of the primer, similar to Kbeauty products.

And just some extra goodies

I know a lot of skincare is to remedy imperfections or whatever


And I would like to callback to the section where I stated the traits of my transitional skin. Spider veins in particular. I don't try to "correct" the spider veins on my body or the fact that the veins under my eyes are green and make me look almost sickly at times. At the end of the day my skin is doing it's job, keeping my blood and organs safe in the little bag that is my body. Scarring and acne isn't inherently bad. At times acne is your body just being your body, and it's nothing to dislike. All of the "blemishes" we have are proof of life and that's pretty cool! We could be dolls instead but I think being a beautifully imperfect human with little constellations of skin blemishes is much better. So with all this in mind- take care of your skin to keep it healthy, not to be as aesthetic as possible.


With that I'd like to say goodnight to the cosmos, because it is both always and never night in the vaccum of space.


-Cosmic Kayla